Someday

Life have been so challenging these past two years. I have not even managed to realized that it almost took me two years to write a blog again.

After the last blog when I was offered a job, I am now given a opportunity to lead a team, be a people manager and be one of whom I always look up to. 

It was not easy, especially for a start up company as I used to have established ones. Or maybe I am not yet that fit to be here as I am still pursuing my studies. 

People tell me to give up either of the two. At first I was challenged, but then I realized, it was not really fair for both, and I simply can not serve two masters faithfully. 

But still God is good. I am trying to manage both of them, my personal life and all.

Someday, I know that time will come when I can be where I really want to be. I always believe in having the reason behind, whatever that might be, I know I need to be strong that would take a lot. 

I just wished that I have done better before. Oh geez, I do not want to ever regret, but this would be the first time. I just felt so tired today, so tired that I just want to break apart. But I know I have not given my best yet. Not now. Semester Break is still a long way to run.